I don’t know why, but when I look upon my current lifestyle and who I am today, I suddenly realized that I am actually a really happy girl.
I have a tendency to laugh a lot and smile - based on what people have been telling me. Like everyone else, we do have our emo moments at times, but I simply treat them as little cracks on the road - my road.
After all, everything happens for a reason - and we do derive lessons and experience from everything we go through, don’t we?
Life is still pretty stressful - despite it being my one week long mid-term break, all due to the numerous project meetings I have to attend.
I have a mid-term paper coming up the day after tomorrow which I am not exactly very well-prepared for as of now.
I stepped on a pile of dog poo this afternoon, soiling my favourite pair of birks, and I still can’t seem to get the stench of poo out of them despite scrubbing them continuously.
Well, shit happens. (Pardon the pun.)
I have some friends who are troubled because they choose to focus on the negative aspects of their problems through rather than see the bright side of everything that happens - to an extent that they ramble on and on continuously to me, and getting me down in the process.
I still have a shitload of things to do during the holidays which seems to be a never ending list, making every human tremble at first thought of it.
But to heck with it all.
I am still happy.
Happy with where I am. Happy with the person I have evolved to, happy to be me.
As for now, let me revert back into mid-term revision mode. The open notes on my desk seem to be mocking me with a ‘why are you blogging when you’re supposed to be reading me?’ kind of look.
C O M M E N T S (4)
Errrr, Bren…? Are you okay???
:X
hahaha. being happy is GOOD! (:
not many pple on earth can see things from e brighter side of life! yay
too many peeps tend to dump their problems on other people, at least you are not letting all that affect you…
anyway, the haze is gone… is that another reason why you are so happy?
Your optimism is pretty inspiring. If only you were a disease, then the rest of the world might have a better outlook on their lives at all. Spread the germs, girl! I could use an infection of that sort myself. :)